tell some secrets
i wish i had no secrets like everyone believes
my mother does drugs
her ex boyfriend raped me
im afraid of what comes after high school
it feels as if the past 4 months have ruined my life
i purposely avoid walking down the same route every night because it reminds me of my failures and shortcomings
dad - i love you and forgive you. i wish i had the guts to tell you cause one day it'll be to late
if you would ever come back to me i would love you forever, actually i will either way (just from a distance)
the only reason i gave up on trying to kill myself is because people say i'll go to hell (and i dont want too)
no one wants to become a statistic as bad as i do
i love being here for you
ive been alive for 17 years, 4 months and 3 day and lonely for 15 of those
i pity you
i regret signing that contract
i hate that all i want to do is sleep and never wake up but closing my eyes is to hard
every smile i wore since december started has been fake
i wish being drug free didnt mean so much to me
and the biggest secret ever:
in my hands i hold a letter to you that i'll never send
i will spend the rest of my life wishing i had
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