this is me at 12:51 a.m

my life is a like a alot like... well, my life.

im always one check away from either being homeless or having an excess of money. 

at this point, i believe im doomed to this life. 

i may just be entirely with this.

but onto what matters

i am more dangerous than anyone but ozzy expected.
words hurt more than you could comprehend.
than your trite highschool poems of longing could ever imagine.

ink and paper replaced fists for me in 7th grade but just because im more inclined to throw a punch nowadays then have a conversation does not mean ive forgotten the scary powers that belong to these fingertips

fuck with me

i am fully conscious of my power and its potential.
go for it

its a whole new day.

you dont want none of this.

this is fleeting and futile.
this is the moment our hearts heave and cave for.
this is the line only you get in the movie.
these are the seconds between when the spit leaves your lips and when it hits the ground.
this is what your parents wish they could teach you to appreciate about life.
this is you learning on your own.
this is lumps in the throat.
this is choking back a good cry.
this is letting the magic become you.
this is feeling up the moment.
these are the moments when your body subconsciously wakes you up to the most profound scene in the movie.
this is waking up to and realizing it was just a dream, the most beautiful girl in the world is NOT sleeping on your shoulder.

this is me thanking god for giving me the strength to always try to live my dream

with 

or without

you.

you disappointment to everyone

this is me wishing i wasnt thinking

this is me getting ready to wash my dirty balls (fuck eloquence)

havent showered since the 10th

this is me wanting to go to sleep

-<3