i cant even think of words anymore.

"why do you fight then?"

cause not throwing punches makes me numb and lethargic. 

it leaves me feeling tired, cranky and inconsistent. 

fistfightthiskeyboardcauseithasnthelpedmeasinglefuckingtime

im going to car show tomorrow with my father and brother if it kills me

if only to get back a taste of what my life used to feel like.

when the world was my fucking oyster parasites and all good sirs and madams

if anything this should show you that its all worth it.
every second.
now get out and fuck.
but you were always too fucking stupid.
and ive cried for your lives.
many times.



i wish could bully god and make him fuck you with life.