no way to start the morning

Everyday I stumble through the back entrance of American and get hit on by the same 2 girls.

Then I go through the motions

But I don't try
With school work
With girls
Or with friends really

Almost as if someone hit the pause button

I'm turning apathy into a science
Sizing people up into a sport
And beating people up into a recreational activity

Almost lost a fight this morning
I hate getting into fights
It's actually the 10 seconds before and after a fight that I'm in love with

Cause the adrenaline burns out any thoughts of her

-xo