Kicked out
But totally okay (mostly)
Ash is slowly sliding back into my life
Whether as a friend or more is to be seen
Loogie and I are staying friends.
I'm genuinely happy for the first time in a while.
I want to see them now:
Obailu who I ditched for Brenda
Brenda who let me run her body but went out and fucked people all the time
Katrina who was only attractive cause she was my ex's bestfriend
Odalys who made the world seem like it was full of bottled sunlight
And Ashley.
I have her to thank for everything
My self-esteem
My sexual self-confidence
My extreme loyalty
I wnna be a well-rounded human being without any of these odd, out of place, knotty lumps of rage, guilt, and self-disgust.
What do I wanna do when I see them?
No clue. Just talk.
I'd love to phone them up
Say good luck, good-bye
And then they'd feel good
And I'd feel better
We'd ALL be good, and that would be great.
-xo
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