Sunday, October 12, 2008

i could never be a taoist

i dont care about whats happening right now
not in the fucking least
what worries me is the future
i live in the past

weird, right?

sorta got me in this position in the first place.
maybe i should take some of my own god damn advice

i miss you so much
its a recurring theme in my life at the moment

just got home from a 40 minute walk
the sky was beautiful, no clouds in the sky and a full moon
and right up until david called (and during, then after) all i thought about was how we used to walk around my
block holding hands, talking shit, picturing our family that would one day be...

we've decided (meaning me and ozzy, ozzy and i) that the tattoo will be put on the same day as my fight
and that david and jaime will be the ones to do them

anyone wanna show up to the fight and cheer me on? itd be really nice of you.
and i dont think to many people are gonna be there for the tatting up of me AND ozzy 
hes getting street rat done on his back while i get monstrosity on my stomach

im sick
coughs suck
and so do colds
and fevers
and stds while we're on the topic

-xo

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