how to deal

i have some incredibly unorthodox coping mechanisms

actually, at this moment, its just stupid.

sick.

so tired.

so hurt.

today i am gonna go see ashley

and my heart will break

then we will talk and either our friendship ends

or i find out i can get her back

there was a moment when my eyes just stopped

and 

and

and

and

and

and

and

and

and

i realized no one gives a shit

cause the earth doesnt stop spinning when you get dumped.

damn you earth.

-alex