being a better person

"its 10:21 alex! why arent you in school?!"

super late

passed out

woke up

got dressed

updated lj

twitter

and now blogspot

"wow, not in much of a rush, eh alex?"

no, i am actually, shocking i know.

moms just takin glong (im not walking to school in this weather)

but quick introspective statement

im trying to be a better person

its a hard thing to do

requires precise, graceful movements

my methods are a bit clumsy

like trying to perform open heart surgery with a sledgehammer

or take an apple off someones head with a hand grenade

i wish i could live off good intentions

and any form of attention

if i spent as much time on fixing myself as i did thinking about the past

or thinking of metaphors

id be a fucking saint, wouldnt i?

- xo