one of the foundations of my life came down in on itself
yesterday was a day that got progressively shittier
it goes down as one of the worst in my life
yesterday was a day of fights
punches thrown
words flinged out
yesterday
i tried to stop loving ashley
or at least started
because around 8 o'clock
i found out that the only people in my family who ever gave a shit
who were ever around
who never stopped caring
who taught me things like how to fish and tie my shoes
all died
and hanging myself up
planning the end of it all
for someone who just doesnt give a shit
is not the way i wanna be remembered.
it would be a lie to say shes not worth it
but it wouldnt be the truth to say i dont care
-xo
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