all the money in the world don't make it painles

I type this while lying down on the floor
2 feet away Evan sleeps under the table
Chinh and Snider are sharing one couch
Daisy and Ozzy sharing my bed upstairs
Nico and Nikki woulda done something similar if they hadn't had to leave

And I'm here
All alone

Ozzy asked me if I like my life
"Ya, most of the time"
But as far as when it comes to the bad parts...

Broke edge.
Over a fucking chick.

The harder I try to erase you from my life
The more you seem to stain it

Personally
I've never understood the concept of a life being cool for sucking
As far as stupid trends that on is up there with live goldfish in platform shoes (real)

I miss Ash so much
If she'd been here
It woulda been perfect

Ups and the downs
The sames and the changes
If she's not here it don't mean shit
It's not that it hurts though

Being numb makes it painless

-xo